Tuesday, April 6, 2010

i remember the sound,

of your November downtown.

i haven't posted in like, two months?
because i have nothing to gripe over anymore (:

i still fucking hate her with such a passion,
but positoovity is a much better waste of time (:

Sunday, December 13, 2009


fuck those three months, fuck "one-hit wonders", fuck not talking to me, fuck that whore, fuck that whore's friends, fuck your friends, fuck you, fuck the next three weeks, fuck "the weather channel", fuck january - april.

fuck fuck fuck.


Monday, November 16, 2009

title & registration.

"'cause behind its door,
there's nothing to keep my fingers warm
and all i find
are souvenirs from better times
before the gleam
of your taillights fading east
to find yourself a better life

i was searching
for some legal documents
as the rain beat down on the hood
when i stumbled upon
pictures i tried to forget
and that's how this idea
was drilled into my head
'cause it's too important
to stay the way it's been."
- death cab for cutie, title and registration

i hate dwelling.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

un, deux, trois, quatre;

it was only a matter of time.

i don't care if it makes you
sound like a bitch,
but i call the shots in the end.

expect me to crush your expectations.
because it's not happenin'.

"...tell me that you love me more,
sleepless, long nights,
that was what my youth is for

old teenage hopes are alive at your door,
left you with nothing, but they wanted more."

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

laughing with.

"no one's laughing at god
when they see the one they love
hand in hand with someone else
and they hope that they're mistaken."

6 months tomorrow,
and i'm taking you for granted.
8 months ago i would've rather been in a famine, quarantine, flood, fire,
than to ever have dealt with you again.

it's my damn past, that i can't keep buried,
the fact that i wanted you with me so badly,
instead of her,
that's keeping me going.

lately, i don't know if the reason i'm not leaving
is because now i have you,
or because if i lose you, i'll never find anyone else like you.

and that scares the shit out of me.
give me a reason, please.